Hit me

Trying to smoke you away. Trying to find my balance. Trying to stay above water level. Just trying to live my life. Just trying to find my way. Just trying to stay away. Something tells me you're not going to let me. Something tells me you're stopping me already. Something tells me your sucking the life out of me. I wish I was wrong. I wish I could keep you out. I wish you went away. Let's hope you hear me out. Let's hope you give me the time and day. Let's hope you understand where I'm coming from.

Think again

You gotta take it easy, man. Take it one day at a time. Today is Tuesday. You're in Austin. Just take it easy. Enjoy your time, and have fun with your time. Don't over think it. Breathe. Whatever happens remember to smile. Remember to seize the day and embrace the joys in life. Laugh it up. But, keep strong. Soak up what you need and act with a conscious considerate mind. Just pause. 

I've got to tell  myself it's going to be alright. I need to tell myself shit will get better. I need to. If I don't, who will. You? Ha! You don't give a shit. If you do, what are you going to do about it? How could you possibly help? Would you mentally and emotionally be able to take that burden off my shoulders? No. The answer is no. That isn't a bad thing, nor is it a good thing. It is what it is.