Hit me

Trying to smoke you away. Trying to find my balance. Trying to stay above water level. Just trying to live my life. Just trying to find my way. Just trying to stay away. Something tells me you're not going to let me. Something tells me you're stopping me already. Something tells me your sucking the life out of me. I wish I was wrong. I wish I could keep you out. I wish you went away. Let's hope you hear me out. Let's hope you give me the time and day. Let's hope you understand where I'm coming from.