Don't

 Speak, talk into my ear. Listen to my whispers, as you said you liked.
Hear the high pitch in my voice, the crackin' of my voice struggling to stay composed through whisper.
Stay with me tonight for old times sake. Like you did that second night.
Come hear the rain pour down beside me as we watch the leaves scream for joy.
Sit, stay and watch the hairs on our luscious locks grow oily and longer together.
Let's enjoy time running away from us, the stress melting from our hugs, and sadness hiding from our endless lovely kisses.
Smile with me as we stare into each others eyes without a thought in our mind, nor a doubt, nor a whine.
Laugh with me as I try to make you laugh, but miserably fail with comedic timing.
Dance with me to our own tune and our own groove, like it's just you and me in this world, no one else.
Look away when we go our separate ways, for I'd hate to see you go but love to watch you leave.
Rest your head on my shoulders just like you once did and give me one last soft kiss.

Once

Today, I'll remind you again. I'll give you the love and joy you rightfully deserve. I'll take my time with you. I won't jump the gun. I'll put the work into it.

Hit me

Trying to smoke you away. Trying to find my balance. Trying to stay above water level. Just trying to live my life. Just trying to find my way. Just trying to stay away. Something tells me you're not going to let me. Something tells me you're stopping me already. Something tells me your sucking the life out of me. I wish I was wrong. I wish I could keep you out. I wish you went away. Let's hope you hear me out. Let's hope you give me the time and day. Let's hope you understand where I'm coming from.

Think again

You gotta take it easy, man. Take it one day at a time. Today is Tuesday. You're in Austin. Just take it easy. Enjoy your time, and have fun with your time. Don't over think it. Breathe. Whatever happens remember to smile. Remember to seize the day and embrace the joys in life. Laugh it up. But, keep strong. Soak up what you need and act with a conscious considerate mind. Just pause. 

I've got to tell  myself it's going to be alright. I need to tell myself shit will get better. I need to. If I don't, who will. You? Ha! You don't give a shit. If you do, what are you going to do about it? How could you possibly help? Would you mentally and emotionally be able to take that burden off my shoulders? No. The answer is no. That isn't a bad thing, nor is it a good thing. It is what it is.

Cry, cry, cry.

my hands are warm, up against my face.
they hide my sad face, and cover my teary eyes.
sadness is the first degree, i'm boiling over 212.
anger builds the fire inside, depression holds it within.

just give us a chance.
just give me a chance.

Momentum

At this time of night you've got it. You gotta keep on, keepin' on. You have to focus your shit on the prize. It'll be fun too.

Work

work harder, better, faster, stronger.
it isn't enough; it's never enough.
you haven't even peaked; shut up and push harder.
always grow; always improve.
don't be complacent. stay hungry.
pick it up. smile later.